I'd given up worrying about money and loss and family and stuff - I spent my days working my ass off and every night with my little daughter - all the grief and bitterness slowly passed.

I woke up at about 3am - bolt upright - wide awake. The thought at last had occurred to me that I could do anything in my life that I wanted. What would I really like to do? - that’s what I was asking myself....

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